Latest single · 2026
A thought spiral at the edge of waking. How many times have I believed the lies enough to want to run from the world?
The story
Why do we run away?
The other day I woke up thinking about my kids and some sibling rivalry going on with them. My mind wandered and I started thinking about my own relationship with my sister. Then I thought about my mom and dad when they split up before I was old enough to remember.
My mind then wandered into a very dark place, real quick. Thoughts of lifelong rejection, abandonment, and condemnation. Then spiraling into thoughts I could hardly believe were coming from my own brain.
Whoa! What the heck just happened? Luckily I caught myself in that deep dark tunnel I stumbled into in just a matter of seconds. How could I think such dark things so quickly and easily?
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